LOAD 1996
AIN'T MY BITCH
Head strong
Draggin' me down
Down on the sun
Stand tall
Draggin' me down
Outta my way!
Outta my way
Head strong
Draggin' me down
No way but down
It ain't my smile
Draggin' me down
2 X 4
Yeah!
Friction, fusion,
retribution
I can't hear
ya talk to me
Yeah!
Friction, fusion,
retribution
I can't hear
ya talk to me
Friction, fusion,
retribution
I'm gonna make
you talk to me
THE HOUSE JACK BUILT
Open door so
I walk inside
Open my eyes
Open door so
I walk inside
Open my eyes
The higher you
are
The higher you
are
Open door as
I walk inside
The higher you
are
The higher you
are
Open my eyes
UNTIL IT SLEEPS
Where do I take
this pain of mine
So tear me open,
pour me out
Just like the
curse, just like the stray
So tear me open,
but beware
It grips you
so hold me
So tell me why
you've choosen me
I'll tear me
open, make you gone
It grips you
so hold me
I don't want
it
So tear me open,
but beware
I'll tear me
open, make you gone
KING NOTHING
All the wants
you waste
Hot and cold
All the wants
you waste
Huh!
(Spoken)
Careful what
you wish
Then it all crashes
down
Oh, you're just
nothing
HERO OF THE DAY
Mama they try
and break me
The window burns
to light the way back home
Still the window
burns
'Scuze me while
I tend to how I feel
Don't want your
aid
But now the dreams
and waking screams that everlast the night
Still the window
burns
But now the dreams
and waking screams that everlast the night
Mama they try
and break me
BLEEDING ME
I'm diggin' my
way
I'm pushin' to
stay
I'm sowing the
seeds
This thorn in
my side
Caught under
wheels roll
Caught under
wheels roll
I am the beast
that feeds the beast
Come make me
pure
I'm diggin' my
way
I'm pushin' to
stay
CURE
(Spoken)
He thinks the
answer is cold and in his hand
Uncross your
arms
Uncross your
arms now
The lies tempt
her and she follows
Uncross your
arms
Uncross your
arms now
Betting on the
cure
Betting on the
cure
I do believe
Betting on the
cure
POOR TWISTED ME
Oh poor twisted
me
Poor mistreated
me
To finally reach
the shore
To finally reach
the shore
WASTING MY HATE
Good day
Ain't gonna waste
my hate
Ain't gonna give
no more
Good day
Think you're
worthy now
When I see my
hands I see my feet
Good day
Ain't gonna waste
my hate
Good day
MAMA SAID
Mama, she taught
me well
Let my heart
go
"Rebel", my new
last name
Let my heart
go
Never I ask of
you
Mama, now I'm
coming home
Let my heart
go
Let my heart
go
Never I ask of
you
THORN WITHIN
I am, I am the
secret
Forgive me father,
for I have sinned
I am, I am the
secret
I do your time
So point your
fingers, point right at me
I am, I am your
secret
RONNIE
Story starts,
quiet town
Dead streets
of red, red I'm afraid
Now they all
pray
I always said,
somethin' wrong
"Gallow calls",
son I say
Now they all
pray
(Spoken)
He said "lost
my way, this bloody day"
THE OUTLAW TORN
And now I wait
my whole lifetime
I ride the dirt,
I ride the tide
So on I wait
my whole lifetime
The more I search,
the more my need
Hear me
Hear me

Outta my way
Outta my day
Outta your mind
and into mine
Into no one
Into not one
Into your step
but outta time
What's wrong?
I've already
heard this song
Before... you
arrived
But now it's
time to kiss your ass goodbye
Why you around?
So useless
It ain't my
fall
It ain't my
call
It ain't my
bitch-a
It ain't my
bitch
Down and no
fun
Down and out
where the hell you been
Damn it all
down
Damn it unbound
Damn it all
down ta hell again
Can't fall
Never even bend
at all
Before... you
arrived
But now it's
time to kiss your ass goodbye
Why you around?
So useless
It ain't my
fall
It ain't my
call
It ain't my
bitch-a
Outta my day
Outta your mind
and into mine
Into no one
Into not one
Into your step
but outta time
What's wrong?
I've already
heard this song
Before... you
arrived
And now it's
time to kiss your ass goodbye
And now it's
time to kiss your ass goodbye
And now it's
time to kiss you...
Why you around?
So useless
It ain't my
fall
It ain't my
call
It ain't my
bitch-a
Why you around?
No foolin'
It ain't my
style
It ain't my
bitch
No it ain't
mine
Ain't mine
Your kind
You're steppin'
outta time
Ain't mine
Your kind
You're steppin'
outta time
Why you around?
No foolin'
It ain't my
fall
It ain't my
call
It ain't my...
Bitch... you
ain't mine
I'm a gonna
make you, shake you, I take you
I'm a gonna
be the a one who breaks you
Put the screws
a to you, yeah my way
Yeah, c'mon,
a c'mon, come and make my day!
Oh, make my
day
Yeah!
Got some hell
to pay you, I steal your thunder
The joy of vi'lent
movement, pulls you under
Ooh, bite the
bullet, well hard
Yeah but I die
harder so go too far
Too far
I can't hear
ya so talk to me
I can't hear
ya are ya talking to me
I can't hear
ya you talking to me
I can't hear
ya time ta meet my lord
I can't hear
ya talk to 2 by 4
I'm a gonna
make you, shake you, take you
I'm a gonna
be that one who breaks you
And put the
screws a to ya, my way
Hey, c'mon,
c'mon, come and make my day!
Make my day
I can't hear
ya come talk to me
I can't hear
ya you talking to me
Ooh, I can't
a hear ya are ya talking to me
I can't hear
ya time ta meet my lord
I can't hear
ya talk to 2 by 4
Yeah, talk to
2 by 4
It don't take
no more
C'mon yeah,
c'mon woh
C'mon talk to
2 by 4
Talk inch to
2 by 4
I wanna take
you, ooh so talk to me
Hey, I can't
hear ya are ya talking to me
I can't hear
ya you talking to me
I can't hear
ya time ta meet my lord
I can't hear
ya talk to, talk to 2 by 4
She don't take
no more, yeah
Close my eyes
find my place to hide
And I shake
as I take it in
Let the show
begin
Just to have
them close again
Well on my way
But on my way
to where I've been
It swallows
me
As it takes
me in its fog
Mm, I twist
away
As I give this
world the nod
Close my eyes
find my place to hide
And I shake
as I take it in
Let the show
begin
Just to have
them close once again
Don't want control
As it takes
me down and down and down again
Is that the
moon
Or just a light
that lights this dead end street?
Is that you
there
Or just another
demon that I meet?
The farther
you fall
The longer the
walk
The farther
you crawl
My body my temple
This temple
it tilts
Step into the
house that Jack built
The farther
you fall
The longer the
walk
The farther
you crawl
My body my temple
This temple
it tilts
Yes this is
the house that Jack built
Yeah
Swallow me so
the pain subsides
And I shake
as I take the sin
Let the show
begin
Let the show
begin
Let the show
begin
The farther
you fall
The longer the
walk
The farther
you crawl
My body my temple
This temple
it tilts
Yes this is
the house that Jack built
The farther
you fall
The longer the
walk
The farther
you crawl
My body my temple
This temple
it tilts
Yes I am, I
am, I am
It swallows
me
Is that you
there
I twist away,
away, away, away
I run but it
stays right by my side
There's things
inside that scream and shout
And the pain
still hates me
So hold me until
it sleeps
You feed it
once and now it stays
Now it stays
There's things
inside without a care
And the dirt
still stains me
So wash me until
I'm clean
It stains you
so hold me
It hates you
so hold me
It holds you
so hold me until it sleeps
Until it sleeps
Until it sleeps
Don't want your
grip
Don't want your
greed
Don't want it
No more can
you hurt anyone
And the fear
still shakes me
So hold me until
it sleeps
It stains you
so hold me
It hates you
so hold me
It holds you,
holds you, holds you
Until it sleeps
I don't want
it, want it, want it, want it, want it, no!
There's things
inside without a care
And the dirt
still stains me
So wash me till
I'm clean
No longer will
you hurt anyone
And the hate
still shapes me
So hold me until
it sleeps
Until it sleeps
Wish I may
Wish I might
Have this I
wish tonight
Are you satisfied?
Dig for gold
Dig for fame
You dig to make
your name
Are you pacified?
All the things
you've changed
And it all crashes
down
And you break
your crown
And you point
your finger, but there's no one around
Just want one
thing
Just to play
the King
But the castle
crumbled and you're left with just a name
Where's your
crown King Nothing?
Where's your
crown?
Bought and sold
A heart as hard
as gold
Yeah! Are you
satisfied?
Wish I might,
wish I may
You wish your
life away
Are you pacified?
All the things
you've changed
Then it all
crashes down
And you break
your crown
And you point
your finger, but there's no one around
Just want one
thing
Just to play
the King
But the castle
crumbled and you're left with just a name
Where's your
crown King Nothing?
Where's your
crown?
Wish I may,
wish I might
Have this wish
I wish tonight
I want that
star, I want it now
I want it all
and I don't care how
Careful what
you say
Careful what
you wish you may regret it
Careful what
you wish you just might get it
And you break
your crown
And you point
your finger, but there's no one around
Just want one
thing
Just to play
the King
But the castle
crumbled and you're left with just a name
Where's your
crown King Nothing?
Where's your
crown King Nothing?
Oh, you're just
nothing
Absolutely nothing
Off to never,
never land
A light that
warms no matter where they've gone
They're off
to find the hero of the day
But what if
they should fall by someone's wicked way
Time so slowly
turns
Someone there
is sighing
Keepers of the
flames
Do you feel
your name?
Can't you hear
your babies crying?
Mama they try
and break me
Still they try
and break me
These things
return to me that still seem real
Now deservingly
this easy chair
But the rocking
stopped by wheels of despair
But the fist
I made
For years can't
hold off fear
No, I'm not
all me
So please excuse
me while I tend to how I feel
But now the
dreams that everlast the night
So build the
wall, behind it crawl
So build the
wall
And hide until
it's light
So can you hear
your babies crying now?
Time so slowly
turns
Someone there
is sighing
Keepers of the
flames
Did you hear
your name?
Can't you hear
your babies crying?
But now the
dreams that everlast the night
So build the
wall, behind it crawl
So build the
wall
And hide until
it's light
So can't you
hear your babies crying now?
Mama they try
and break me
Mama they try
and break me
I'm diggin'
my way to somethin'
I'm diggin'
my way to somethin' better
I'm pushin'
to stay with somethin'
I'm pushin'
to stay with somethin' better
I'm sowing the
seeds I've taken
I'm sowing the
seeds I take for granted
This thorn in
my side is from the tree
This thorn in
my side is from the tree I've planted
It tears me
and I bleed, yeah
And I bleed,
yeah
I take the leech
I'm bleeding
me
Can't stop to
save my soul
I take the leash
that's leading me
I'm bleeding
me
Woh, ooh I can't
take it
Caught under
wheels roll
Oh, the bleeding
of me
Ooh of me
The bleeding
of me
I take the leech
I'm bleeding
me
Can't stop to
save my soul
I take the leash
that's leading me
I'm bleeding
me
Woh, woh, ooh
I can't take it
Caught under
wheels roll
Oh, the bleeding
of me
Oh, the bleeding
of me
I am the blood
I am release
Bleed me a cure
I'm caught,
I'm caught, I'm caught under
Caught under
wheels roll
I take that
leech
I'm bleeding
me
Can't stop to
save my soul
I take the leash
that's leading me
I'm bleeding
me
Oh, I can't
take it
I can't take
it
I can't take
it
Oh, oh, the
bleeding of me
I'm diggin'
my way to somethin'
I'm diggin'
my way to somethin' better
I'm pushin'
to stay with somethin'
I'm pushin'
to stay with somethin' better
With somethin'
better
The man takes
another bullet
He keeps them
all within
He must seek
no matter how it hurts
So don't fool
again
He takes his
medicine
The man takes
another bullet
Yeah, he's been
fooled again
Take and throw
them to the cure, say
"I do believe"
Take them to
I say
"I do believe"
Yeah, I do believe
Again she lets
him in
She must believe
to fill the hollow
She's been fooled
again
Take and throw
them to the cure, say
"I do believe"
Take them to
I say
I do believe
Oh yeah, I do
believe
It must get
better than this
Betting on the
cure
Yeah ev'ryone's
got to have the sickness
Cause ev'ryone
seems to need the cure
Precious cure
Cause it must
get better than this
Betting on the
cure
Yeah ev'ryone's
got to have the sickness
Cause ev'ryone
seems to need the cure
Precious cure
I do believe
It must get
better than this
Need to feel
secure
Yeah it's got
to get better than this, this, this
It must get
better than this
Betting on the
cure
Ev'ryone's got
to have the sickness
Cause ev'ryone
seems to need the cure
I do believe
I do beleive
I do beleive
Oh poor twisted
me
I feast on sympathy
I chew on suffer,
I chew on agony
Swallow whole
the pain
Oh it's too
good to be
That all this
misery
Is for oh poor
twisted me, yeah
Ooh, yeah
Poor twisted
me
Poor mistreated
me
I drown without
a sea
Lungs filled
with sorrow
Lungs filled
with misery
Inhaling the
deep dark blue
Woh, woh is
me
Such a burden
to be
Poor mistreated
me, yeah yeah
Survive the
storm
Now you're bare
and cold, the sea was warm
So warm, you
bathe your soul again
Baby again and
again and again, yeah
Yeah
Survive the
storm
Now you're bare
and cold, yeah the sea was warm
So warm, you
bathe your soul again
Good to feel
my friend
Oh woh is me
I'm such a burden
to see
Woh poor twisted
me
Yeah, yeah yeah
Yo poor twisted
me, yeah
Oh, yo, yo,
poor twisted me
How do, and
I'm sending a smile to you
Don't waste,
waste your breath
And I won't
waste my hate on you
Hate
Yeah!
Ain't gonna
waste my hate on you
I think I'll
keep it for myself
Ain't got the
time to help you score
I think it's
time you pleased yourself
Yourself
How do, and
I'm sending a smile to you
Don't waste,
waste your breath
And I won't
waste my hate on you
Waste my hate
on you
Hate
You think enough
to even raise a brow
And to laugh
and tip that two pronged crown
I feel that
blood that pumps in beat
But where the
hell's my mind goin' now
Get goin' now
How do, and
I'm sending a smile to you
Don't waste,
waste your breath
And I won't
waste my hate on you
Waste my hate
on you
Think I'll keep
it for myself
Hate
But I'm so greedy
when they say
Better to give
than to receive
Ain't gonna
waste my hate
No no
Ain't got time
to waste my hate on you
I think I'll
keep it all for myself
For myself
How do, and
I'm sending the smile to you
Don't waste,
waste your breath
And I won't
waste my hate on you
Waste my hate
on you
Think I'll keep
it for myself
Yeah!
Hate
Told me when
I was young
Son, your life's
an open book
Don't close
it 'fore it's done
The brightest
flame burns quickest
That's what
I heard her say
A son's heart's
owed to mother
But I must find
my way
Let your son
grow
Mama, let my
heart go
Or let this
heart be still
Yeah, still
Wild blood in
my veins
Apron strings
around my neck
The mark that
still remains
Left home at
an early age
Of what I heard
was wrong
I never asked
forgiveness
But what is
said is done
Let your son
grow
Mama, let my
heart go
Or let this
heart be still
But never I
gave
But you gave
me your emptiness that I'll take to my grave
Never I ask
of you
But never I
gave
But you gave
me your emptiness that I'll take to my grave
So let this
heart be still
I'm not all
you wished of me
A mother's love
for her son
Spoken, help
me be
I took your
love for granted
Not a thing
you said to me
I need your
arms to welcome me
But cold stone's
all I see
Let your son
grow
Mama, let my
heart go
Or let this
heart be still
Mama, let my
heart go
You never let
my heart go
So let this
heart be still
But never I
gave
But you gave
me your emptiness that I'll take to my grave
Never I ask
of you
But never I
gave
But you gave
me your emptiness that I'll take to my grave
So let this
heart be still
Forgive me father,
for I have sinned
Find me guilty
of the life I feel within
When I'm branded
this mark of shame
Should I look
down disgraced
Or straight
ahead and know that you must blame
I am, I am the
sin
I am, I am the
guilty
And I am, and
I am, I am the thorn within
Find me guilty
when true guilt is from within
So point your
fingers, point right at me
For I am shadows
and will follow you
One and the
same are we
I am, I am the
sin
I am, I am the
guilty
And I am, and
I am, I am the thorn within
I take your
fall
I'm branded
guilty for us all
For I am shadows
and will follow you
One and the
same are we
I am, I am your
sin
I am, I am your
guilty
And I am, and
I am, I am the thorn within
I am the thorn
within
I am the thorn
within
I am the thorn
within
I am the thorn
within
I am the thorn
within
Small time boy,
big time frown
Never talks,
never plays
Diff'rent path,
lost his way
There's no confetti,
no parade
Nothing happens
in this boring place
But oh my god,
how it all did change
Blood stain
wash away
He said "lost
my way, this bloody day"
"Lost my way"
I heard him,
he said "lost my way, this bloody day"
"Lost my way"
All things wash
away, but blood stained the sun red today
With little
strange Ronnie Long
Never laughed,
never smiled
Talked alone
for miles and miles and miles
Keep your smile,
but laugh all day
Think once again,
in this boring place
For little boys
how they soon change
Blood stain
wash away
He said "lost
my way, this bloody day"
"Lost my way"
Yeah I heard
him, he said "lost my way, this bloody day"
"Lost my way"
All things wash
away, but blood stained the sun red today
Yeah, well all
the green things died
When Ronnie
moved to this place
He said "Don't
you dare ask
Why I'm cursed
to wear this face"
Now we all know
why
The children
called him "Ronnie Frown"
When he pulled
that gun from his pocket
And they all
fall down, down, down
"Lost my way"
Yeah yeah I
heard him, he screamed "lost my way, this bloody day"
"Lost my way"
All things wash
away, but blood stained the sun red today
That's right
All things wash
away
And they all
fall down
But blood stained
the sun today
All things wash
away
And they all
fall down
But blood stained
the sun today
For you
And now I wait
my whole lifetime
For you
For you
I search the
outside, search inside
For you to take
back what you left me
I know I'll
always burn to be
The one who
seeks so I may find
And now I wait
my whole lifetime
An outlaw of
torn
An outlaw of
torn
And I'm torn
For you
So on I wait
my whole lifetime
For you
For you
The more I bless,
the more I bleed
For you
You make me
smash the clock and feel
I'd rather die
behind the wheel
Time was never
on my side
So on I wait
my whole lifetime
An outlaw of
torn
An outlaw of
torn
Yeah an outlaw
of torn
And I'm torn
And if I close
my mind in fear, please pry it open
See me
And if my face
becomes sincere, beware
Hold me
And when I start
to come undone, stitch me together
Save me
And when you
see me strut, remind me of what left this outlaw torn
And if I close
my mind in fear, please pry it open
See me
And if my face
becomes sincere, beware
Hold me
And when I start
to come undone, stitch me together
Save me
And when you
see me strut, remind me of what left this outlaw torn